bad day

a few little bumps in the road and it turned into a pretty bad day. i was on the phone all morning which never makes me happy. A employee discount that Larry had is over next month as it will be six months since his passing and i just wanted to cry when i got of the phone. I am not over it how can a company that he worked for for 38 years be over him? anyway i was going to cancel a walk i had planned with a friend but i am glad i didn't. she let me vent and i am so grateful for that. I have been in tears most of the day. I am thinking it is a mountain to climb out of this grief and not a journey at all. I invited my grandkids over for dinner so i won't be alone for some of the evening.