Day 18
One of the best weekends I have had in a while. Even better than Paris. Been near water both days. Time with family. Good food. No disagreements or arguments. Happiness all around.
My mum came to visit for the first time since I bought this house. I tidied up, but not too much. She told me I should cut down the tree in the backyard that looked like it was about to keel over and asked why I didn't clean the garage floor. Both I managed to reply without getting defensive. She had a lot to say about not taking Jacob anywhere if I couldn't keep him by my side. Even that, slid over my back like I was a duck:)
Talked to two of my neighbours, found out the ones across the road have been robbed. Have to be extra vigilant now.
Last day of Therapy tomorrow and I feel ok with it all. I still miss having Andrew in my life, but the ache is slowly fading. Knowing I only had an approximation of what I really wanted helps. But I did love him with all of my being. He was a lucky man, but was too much of a coward to know it.
My mum came to visit for the first time since I bought this house. I tidied up, but not too much. She told me I should cut down the tree in the backyard that looked like it was about to keel over and asked why I didn't clean the garage floor. Both I managed to reply without getting defensive. She had a lot to say about not taking Jacob anywhere if I couldn't keep him by my side. Even that, slid over my back like I was a duck:)
Talked to two of my neighbours, found out the ones across the road have been robbed. Have to be extra vigilant now.
Last day of Therapy tomorrow and I feel ok with it all. I still miss having Andrew in my life, but the ache is slowly fading. Knowing I only had an approximation of what I really wanted helps. But I did love him with all of my being. He was a lucky man, but was too much of a coward to know it.
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