OMG!!!

I got my BFP!!!!!! I actually got it, I am still in shock, so excited but so scared!! I know how early it is, and I am scared this will all end but I also want to enjoy it as much as possible.
All these twinges have been making me think, because I just felt like it felt different from last time, the pulling feeling didn't happen last time, and now that I know I'm pregnant there were a few other things that didn't happen either, my boobs were way sorer this time, in fact last night when I woke in the night they felt really heavy and tender. I have not been sleeping well but I thought it was nerves and I have been ridiculously gassy and bloated, I thought it was cheese but I hadn't had much....
Now we know!! The nurse said my beta was 185, I think that sounds ok?? we only put one in so it wont be massive like some of the numbers I've seen.
When I got home I bought a couple of HPT's and did one when I got in and there's a good strong line, I am saving one for the morning too, I just wanted to see it! I resisted this whole time, I'm not the sort of person who likes to cheat or ruin a surprise so it wasn't hard to resist, just the though of it made me feel sick with nerves so it was easy not to for me, but now I want to do all that normal stuff.
I am pretty scared something will go wrong, but for tonight I'll try and soak it up!! DH was typically under enthusiastic, I rang him right after I got the call but he had bad reception so I text him, then he rang me and said...."that's good then" I said I'm so excited and he said, "well don't get too excited babe!!" hahah, only what I expected though, he is protecting us from disappointment!
I rang my mum and dad to tell them right away since I have been sharing this all with them, they are on the other side of the world after all so I have to share with them what I can over such a distance!! They was excited for me and I balled my eyes out telling them!!
 
Thankyou ladies for all your support so far, I know I have a long way to go and will need to turn to you more in the future, for all you lovely ladies on your way to your BFP's don't give up!! I am looking out and rooting for all of you all!!