OMG!!!

I got my BFP!!!!!! I actually got it, I am still in shock, so excited but so scared!! I know how early it is, and I am scared this will all end but I also want to enjoy it as much as possible.
All these twinges have been making me think, because I just felt like it felt different from last time, the pulling feeling didn't happen last time, and now that I know I'm pregnant there were a few other things that didn't happen either, my boobs were way sorer this time, in fact last night when I woke in the night they felt really heavy and tender. I have not been sleeping well but I thought it was nerves and I have been ridiculously gassy and bloated, I thought it was cheese but I hadn't had much....
Now we know!! The nurse said my beta was 185, I think that sounds ok?? we only put one in so it wont be massive like some of the numbers I've seen.
When I got home I bought a couple of HPT's and did one when I got in and there's a good strong line, I am saving one for the morning too, I just wanted to see it! I resisted this whole time, I'm not the sort of person who likes to cheat or ruin a surprise so it wasn't hard to resist, just the though of it made me feel sick with nerves so it was easy not to for me, but now I want to do all that normal stuff.
I am pretty scared something will go wrong, but for tonight I'll try and soak it up!! DH was typically under enthusiastic, I rang him right after I got the call but he had bad reception so I text him, then he rang me and said...."that's good then" I said I'm so excited and he said, "well don't get too excited babe!!" hahah, only what I expected though, he is protecting us from disappointment!
I rang my mum and dad to tell them right away since I have been sharing this all with them, they are on the other side of the world after all so I have to share with them what I can over such a distance!! They was excited for me and I balled my eyes out telling them!!
 
Thankyou ladies for all your support so far, I know I have a long way to go and will need to turn to you more in the future, for all you lovely ladies on your way to your BFP's don't give up!! I am looking out and rooting for all of you all!!

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PolkaDotGirl
PolkaDotGirl

Aaaaah!!! I\'m so glad I just logged in so I could stalk you!! That\'s a fabulous first beta and you definitely need to celebrate! Congrats doll!!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

So so so incredibly happy for you!!!!! Amazing and wonderful- can\'t wait to hear how it all progresses!
Nedico
Nedico

Hey if everyone could let me know what their first beta was so I can see if its good or not that would be cool!
GirlAtHeart
GirlAtHeart

Wow congratulations! If you tested at 10dp5dt, then that\'s a very strong first Beta! It\'s especially good since you only transferred one.

I think you\'re right and that husband is low key on the enthusiasm scale because most men are like that in terms of not wanting to get their hopes up - or seeing us hurt. I bet he is secretly very excited!p
endowife
endowife

a beta of 185 is AMAZING!!! I\'m sooooooooooooooooo happy for you. I say don\'t judge yourself by other\'s betas. Mine was through the roof, but that\'s because they only took the measurement on day 18 instead of day 14. I believe the beta is supposed to double every 48 hours and it starts at a beta of 5 (that\'s the smallest amount to detect) so a beta of 185 is showing amazing amazing results. I\'m glad this cycle is fly. Hip hip hurray!! DS Sisters unite!
georgiakeen2127
georgiakeen2127

That\'s a good beta! Yay! So happy for you :)
ktk7779413
ktk7779413

My beta was 198 at 9dp5dt and I am having twins so your beta is amazing! I have tears in my eyes for you! Congrats. :)
jfv9f0
jfv9f0

OMG I am so so happy for you I know its been a tough road
DevM
DevM

Congrats, so happy for you. That\'s a great beta. With my daughter my first beta was 47 at 11dp5dt.
Jat092311
Jat092311

185 is amazing!! Mine was higher (504), but I also didn\'t test until 14dp3dt, so who know. Just know that 185 is strong!! Congrats to you!!! YAY!
RoxyD
RoxyD

Great number. My first beta was at 10dp5dt and was 268 for a single.
185 is a real strong start so I really wouldn\'t worry about the number.
congrats
deleted_user
deleted_user

So happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!
SoMuchHoping
SoMuchHoping

Congratulations :) I\'m so happy for you!
Andi60857
Andi60857

Congratulations!!! That is a strong first beta!!! Yay! :)
Naehicks
Naehicks

Whooohooooooooo congrats lady!!! Awesome