I hate my life.
I love life.
I'm tired of fighting.
I can't not try to seek my way.
I just want comfort.
I don't know where to turn.
Other people must know how I feel.
Other people should appreciate my feelings.
Other people should experience what I experience.
Other people should share my values.
I feel helpless.
I want to be empowered.
My writing largely falls short these days.
I want to be comforted.
I don't know if I have hope.
I don't feel hopeful now.
I want people to care.
I want people to listen.
I have been part of the problem. And I have been part of the solution.
I need calm.
I'm so sad.
I am so sad.
Underneath... far underneath... there is pure joy.
I love life.
I'm tired of fighting.
I can't not try to seek my way.
I just want comfort.
I don't know where to turn.
Other people must know how I feel.
Other people should appreciate my feelings.
Other people should experience what I experience.
Other people should share my values.
I feel helpless.
I want to be empowered.
My writing largely falls short these days.
I want to be comforted.
I don't know if I have hope.
I don't feel hopeful now.
I want people to care.
I want people to listen.
I have been part of the problem. And I have been part of the solution.
I need calm.
I'm so sad.
I am so sad.
Underneath... far underneath... there is pure joy.
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I dont know how to help you feel better about life and i feel badly that you are in such a dark place.
Ever since i was small, terrible, painful things happened to me and i dont know who i did not lose my drive. I always had this feeling that i was meant to do something really important and i could not give up.
I still dont know whay this \" important\" is, maybe i am doing it already as i help people live and i help people die..
I hope you find your \" important\" too, because it makes your whole life better and you love your life when you find it.
Thank you so much for reaching out. For caring.
I keep turning back to my faith in G-d, which is the strongest thing in my life. I hope it will carry me through this time. I guess I\'m hopeful about that...