Am going through a particularly difficult time. Loneliness has washed over me. Things don't seem real.I want so badly— NEED— to get my feelings out to someone. I NEED to share what's going in inside of me. I NEED acceptance and human connection and caring and being heard and validation...That girl with whom I had a whirlwind non-romance: totally done.The girl I e-mailed through Craigslist and who initially wrote me back: Didn't write again.Job prospects: Nothing real; still looking.Looking for a therapist: Need someone wise, very deep, very sensitive, very empathetic. Haven't found the right match; don't know quite how to continue my search.Possibility of getting published in different places: Dwindling.Sexually repressed. Need an outlet!!!     ...And yet...I plan to take a writing class soon to hone my skills and just get feedback (hopefully) and be with othes. I have a date for next Friday with a girl who's very cute but with whom I don't see a long-term relationship. Am going to see if a wise friend will meet with me so I can talk. Am pursuing a certain piece of writing that has a good chance of getting published. Have social plans and a possibility for spiritual depth/connection coming up.---I'm posting this in the hopes that someone, or multiple people, will read it and just hear what I'm going through. That these things would at least be heard by someone instead of remaining within me.