I have feelings of loneliness; despair; insecurity; jealousy; and sadness. And I do not see myself as any of these things. I know the problems are in me. Other people may act in ways and do things that don't satisfy certain important needs of mine. But I know that I am the one that must first feel content before I can feel happy in relationships with others. Maybe I'll write some thoughts/feelings/musings/visions on here at a later time. I hope someone will care...