Note: This is an interim posting before I continue the story from last time  Are you out there, world?Can you hear me?I feel like I'm alone.I feel like I'm going to disappear.I feel like no one can hear me.A hollowness in me, so fragile.Struggling so much, not seen.Help! Help! I have nowhere to turn.-------------------------The hope is to replace my darknessThe despair by contentmentThings aren't rememberedBeauty isn't appreciated deeplyBalads by Boyz II MenRiding on an Amtrak train in the cool FallLeavings turning color outsideMy kind of trying isn't enough for themA bunch of strangers