Some exciting news: I biked 42 miles yesterday.Yeah! Today, though, loneliness has come back strongly.Wish I had a supportive, close community. Wish I had someone to go to who truly cared about me and could be there for me.Wish also that I had greater ease in getting published. Wish I had a stable job that I could tell people about in social situations, instead of saying I'm a freelancer and trying not to go into too much detail (I AM a freelancer; it's not a lie— but it doesn't pay enough). Hoping I at least get a long-term temp. job soon. Will all my talents be wasted in my life? If a tree falls in the forest and no one can hear it...?