Feeling so sad and lonely and scared. Have to make some pretty big "life" decisions on my own these days. Wish I could let go of what constrains me and let out all of my feelings and be embraced and protected by someone who would stay with me for as long as I needed-- someone who would just be with me... focus on me... accept me. Someone I could let everything go with and count on to just hold me. I need to let it all out...