Took the kids to P.E. class on Monday. I was in charge of watching the little ones. I got to play! Pushed some on the swings, tickled them as they came down the slide, played peek-a-boo. I get along so well with little kids. I can relate to them, lol. My two had a REALLY good time. Ava is learning how to play volleyball and they played a little game and she got the game winning hit. She was excited. Brock did an obstacle course and has a little girl with a crush on him. She is such a tomboy. I asked him who was the little boy with the baseball uniform on (I knew it was a girl-Alyssa is her name) and he said “you would never believe it, that was a GIRL!” Got to talk to some other women-trying to make friends. I don’t know-I think it comes hard for me. I am personable (I think). Maybe there is something in me that others see as being to desperate. Boy, I get so lonely sometimes. I applied for three jobs-two online from snag-a-job (thanks JUDY). Cashier at Fas-Mart, Kohl’s and today I stopped by a local sports bar and left my name and number for server/bartender. That’s the one I want-cash everyday! They didn’t even have applications so the gal had me leave my info on a guest check ticket. I will be going by there again. I am not comfortable that she even gave my information to the bosses. I will be checking back. Rant-dumbass lost the flashlight but somehow he was trying to make it my fault. Cows got out. Thank goodness they didn’t go to far and I was able to get them back in. I had called and left word with the above mentioned dumbass that they were out and just as I had gotten them back in he pulled up. He asked me how did they get out and I said I did not know. I had not had a chance to really go and look-not that I gave a f*** anyway. When he got here I came in. As he was doing the evening chores he goes and looks and finds where they got out. Wanted to know why I did not see it-it was just so apparent I should have saw it. He said I just didn’t care. Well, he was right -I DIDN”T!!! Really if it was so evident (like he says) I would have saw it. Butt F*** him….. I have a lot of bitterness and apathy towards the whole situation (you think?). Anywho, how about another wonderful quote? I wish I was intellectual enough to come up with some of these but I am brilliant in the fact that I will never be smart as that. Hey, I know my limitations (A mans got to know his limitations-famous movie quote). I am exceptionally mediocre.  "Motherhood qualified me to let the child within come out and play." - Christy Borgeld