While watching my favorite (one of them anyway) person on TV-I realized that my problems in my relationship has nothing to do with him.  It has everything to do with me  and why do I feel the need to have someone treat me the way they do?  What is so wrong with me that I feel I deserve to be treated in a manner that with any one else I would think unacceptable?  Hell if I know.....I think I might need deep psycological (I know I misspelled it but it is to late at night to look it up in my online dictionary) help.