I have gotten over feeling so sorry for myself.  I don't like it when I lose control.  I can control my temper-I need to use the situation to learn from it.  Husbands brother is in a mental hospital....again.  I hope husband keeps up his resolve to distance himself from him.   Got it!!!  Stupid little fruit fly was driving me CRAZY.  Keep flying around the screen and I finally smashed the little bugger.   I hate to wish my days away, they go so quickly anyway, however, I really and I mean really dislike the hot weather.  I hope that one day we can have our underground dream home.  I don't like being dependent on the whims of the electric company.  Would like to go solar and have a windmill to pump the water.  The well water was really tasting bad the last couple of weeks but now it is more palatable.   Blissfully uneventful..............yea!