My little girl wrote a poem today.... This is what Mommys and Daddys do!They're always there to dry a tear when you start to cry!This is what Grandmothers do!They're always there to hug you when you're scared!They love you no matter how far! She is such a wonderful being.  Sure she can make me so mad sometimes but she is a jewel.  She deserves a better mother.  My little boy is smart as a whip.  Hard headed and a boy boy.  He deserves better also.  I read a really good saying-Live like you want your children to become.  I have failed.  Is it to late?  Are they really as resilient as I have heard?   Another fat day-I know it is on the inside but believe me it is on the outside also.  I am not at the point yet where I want to do something about it.  I want to wallow in self pity.  Doing pretty good so far.   Obsessed with computer solitare.  I have to win before I can finally let go.  Thank goodness I am getting better.  I can't quit playing on a loss....Jeez, what a loser~lol