Sometimes I feel so blessed to have such a sweet baby, and other times I feel like nothing I do will ever satisfy my little "angel"  It's been a long 4 mos, but I'm enjoying every second of it. Even if that means changing poopy diapers and getting thrown up on. I also can't wait to have another baby. We were thinking maybe this Christmas or sometime early next year to get preggers again! I absolutely LOVE being a mom...it's the most rewarding job any woman could ever have, and I'm looking forward to becoming a mother to a newborn again. I know it's takes along time for lots of women to get pregnant, let alone hold a healthy ALIVE baby. Just recently we found out that a friend of ours is having MAJOR complications. She's going to have to deliver her babe a month early. We just hope that she is going to be OK. there is a high percentage of stillbirth rate, and I just pray that it's going to be fine. I'm holding my breath(e)? Anyways, hope you all are doing alright.... please try to remember my friend Ashley in your prayers!!! Love and hugs!