Hey everyone! Not much has changed since i last wrote. Sh'e sstill colicky, but we're coping, i guess! haha, anyways, everything is great! I can't wait until Christmas! Daddy's goig to dress up like Santa, and give Gabby her presents! I'm going to record it on video...it's going to be awesome! things between Dave and I are...uh....ok....i guess. Our love life has TOTALLY gone down the drain. When I was prego he didn't want to make love, because it "freaked him out", but now that i'm not prego anymore, we've only had sex 2 times. and they were both in the same week. I've tried to be romantic for him and stuff, but it seems like nothing is working. With his job,  he is constantly stressed out, but when he comes home, sometimes he falls asleep on the couch alot, or else stays on the computer! Recently I saw an online convo between him and his brother, and it turns out that he's complaining to him about me. I understand that he needs to talk to someone, but I also saw that he is now talking to his brohers girlfriend and his mom as well. So i guess his whole darn family is listening  to our troubles. it hurts so much that he can talk to everyone else but me! He tells them that we are going to break up and that it's inevidable (spelling?) and that we cant help it anymore. He also said that i'm not helping out with our intimacy, and havent done anything romantic for him lately. EXCUSE ME!!!! Not only do I stay LOCKED up at home (he doesn't like me using the car)but I also give him MANY, MANY massages! Actually, just recently I gave him a message at 12:50 am!!!! but he complained that is was only 15 mins long!!! I'm so sorry I don't throw myself at him anymore! even then he wouldn't pay attention! His brother suggested that we see a counsellor, which I suggested earlier, but he doesn' think we need to....whatever. He is also saying i'm starving myself and not eating. I have put myself on a health food diet (consisting of tuna, halibut, salmon, fruits and veggies)which is TOTALLY allowed. I've been working out too. I've lost 40 pound since I've had the baby because of my hard work. but he thinks that i'm starving myself and the baby. His mom LITERALLY forced me to eat the other day. not only did that upset me, but the food she forced me was TOTALLY greasy and disgusting! When you eat healthy all the time and have to eat something totally greasy, it makes you totally sick!!! So now his mom and him ask me what i eat and try to force food down my throat. I honestly wish i could take a pill that would just make me ignore all of this CRAP! I'm sorry for all of my ranting!!! I just needed to get it out. I  feel alot better after i do! Anyways, I have to go calm down a baby! take care everyone!