due date is only 5 days away!!! i had my docs appointment today, he said all is fine! i hope we have the baby this weekend becuase my doc is on call in town...but on monday he goes out of town, so hopefully i go into labor when he's here! If i dont have her by the 4th, my doc said that he will schedule an induction for the 6th!!! so...i will be pregnant for only 11 more days at the most!!! I'm sooo freaked out right now!!! i cant believe i'm going to be a mommy soon! it seemed sooo far away, but now its any day!!! holy crap...now i'm scared for labor too!!! i hope she's not big!!! lol....i just keep worrying! but what can you do but wait and see! I will let you all know when she comes, thats for sure! I do have one major problem though....my mom said that she'll only come to the hospital if i arrange a schedule of when she can come see the baby alone... nobody else can be in the room... not even my hubby!!! she wants to see the baby on her terms and her terms ONLY! she really hates my man, and wont even be in the same room as him or anybody he is related to.... she also hates everyone on my fathers side of the family(they are divorced)and she doesnt want to see any of them there either. so basically i have to tell all of my other family to leave if she gets there, or to not show up at all. my friends think i should tell her its not all about her, which i want to...but im nervous to..... i dont want to be responsible for her missing out on time with her first grandchild, but i mean, come on! she cant expect me to make this ridiculous schedule to her standards!!! anyways, i'm stressed about that, so i'm just going to tell her "Come if you want to... i'm not making a schedule for you!" so i have to do that. i have top be strong...
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