i've been sooo lazy lately an dhaven't been on. I'm getting more and more anxious everyday, but trying to stay calm! We found out yesterday that we will be going to vancouver on april 22 to get an echo ultrasound done on the baby's heart, and then a regular ultrasound. I haven't had an ultrasound since 9 weeks and i'm now 16 weeks! But we will be getting another one at 18 weeks.....hopefully there will be alot of fluid and we will see kidneys!!! i'm so damn nervous that the same thing is going to happen like last time!!! I've been bawling my eyes out today just because i don't think i'd be albe to go through the same thing again!  I'm just trying to be positive though!!! hopefully at the 18 week ultrasound we will walk out excited and know that all is welll!!!! maybe find out the sex too!!! Anyways, thank you all for listening to my nervousness!!! im starting to ramble! i g2g cook dinner and relax!!!