holy i havent written in a long time!! i've been soooo tired and emotional lately, so all i do is eat sleep and work. i just hope everything is going ok. cant wait to see the doctor! anyways, nothing else is really new. I still have my quesy times....alot! but it seems to be going ok!! i just enjoy the symptoms! i hate working...i hate it!!! but i need money!!! speaking of money, my brother in law and his new girlfriend are going to mexico in march, and they invited us along... now he doesnt know that we're prego, and even if i wanted to go i can't afford it so, i cant... and when i told him that he freaked out and said "Whats wrong with you guys??? you have to do things while youre young!! You want to get married and have a baby and youre only 20!!! " It made me sooo mad... just because i cant take 1 week off of work to go party doesnt mean that im wasting my life!!! We will have to go out of town anyways for prego tests and hospital stuff for our baby, so we have to save for that anyways!!! he doesnt understand! just because she makes $30/hr and can leave at the drop of a hat !!! He has an autoimmmune disease and collects disability, plus he sold a condo last year and profited majorly on that! So they have the money and time, and all he has to say to me is "All you do is work!!! why is it soooo important to not have fun and to work all the time!" I guess he just doesn't understand.... whatever.... he can go with his girlfriend to where ever he wants... i want my wedding and honeymoon in hawaii!!!!!!