i havent been on in along time, kinda busy i guess. ive tried to be strong for so long and i kind of feel myself losing faith...i had another "one of those days" today. Yuo know...where you cry out loud and beg god to give your baby back. Fuck (sorry) i just had a funeral to go to yesterday as well... a 90 yr. old customer of mine died on the 2nd. we all loved him! He kept telling me "Bring your boyfriend here one day so i can tell him to marry you up before someone else does!!!" i wanted him to be at my wedding but i guess thats too late. it sucks... i'll miss him...4 losses in the past 6 mos... i cant take it much longer...this has been the worst year of my life.
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Wow that is alot of loss to have to deal with in 6 months. I\'m sorry your customer died.
((hugs))
You need those days hun! You need to cry out and ask why. You need to beable to grieve in any way your heart needs you to! Losses are hard to deal with, I have had my fair share as well, but my mom told me one thing I will always hold in my heart...you can only use each expierence to better yourself, find yourself closer with God. Take your time in getting better sweetie!
I\'m so sorry to hear about all that you have been going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
yeah this has been a pretty bad year for me too, but the good part is it\'s almost over. and it\'s made us stronger. we feel weak now but it won\'t be like this forever. take care. love and hugs, meg
So sorry about your losses. *huggs* I\'ll be praying for you.
Soo sorry hun, your in my prayers
I am sorry about what happened. :( (((HUGS)))
I\'m so sorry, keeping you in my prayers xxxxx
I know how you feel. I\'ve had 3 losses this year and am fighting the exhaustion before I leave for holiday this coming Wednesday (19th).
I\'m so sorry :( My prayers are with you.