they are trying to say i had and early miscarriage. It hurts really bad emiotnally and physically! i have bad cramps and heavy bleeding. i told dave that maybe he should find someone else to spend his life with because i might not be able to give him a family he deserves. it is sooo unbelievable!!! they told me before hand that not to worry about extra tests before we get prego again, but now we know that they were WRONG and we have to get tested A LOT MORE!!! i am fucking sick and tired of hospitals and losing babies!!! ENOUGH!!!!!! i want a happy family!Dave got upset as well, but he told me he loves me more than anything in the owrld and wants us to be together no matter what!!! He said he will never let me go! i feel sooo damn guilty! i just want a family with him!!!And now i really hate god and the way he works!!! fuck this
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I am so sorry to hear your news. I understand exactly how you feel. Its sucks big time. I also told my husband that he should perhaps find someone else to have kids with because I can\'t seem to carry to full term and I am getting on in age. I understand how you feel about doctors and hospitals and how you just want a happy family. My husband says he wants to be with me always but its so hard to not carry guilt with you. I wish the guilt would go away. I truly hope you have some good news in the future and I wish you all the very best. Please write to me if you want to talk. I send you huge hugs and please be kind to yourself. I am thinking of you.
I\'m so sorry. I\'ve been in that place. In fact I told my husband the same thing. Unfortunately things dont always happen the way we want them to. How many losses has this been for you now? It\'s so hard to bear losing our babies, and you may feel like giving up at some point, but it will happen eventually. Everything will be okay, Maybe not right away, but in time. I know that sounds like something you hear all the time and you\'re probabally tired of it, but I believe it\'s true. After 4 losses, I felt like a failure. I felt as if I let my husband down for not being able to give him childern without all the drama. I felt like I let my son down cause I couldn\'t give him the brother or sister he wanted, and I felt I let my self down, I was somehow a failure as a woman for not being able to do something as natural has carry a baby to term. Then I beacme pregnant again, and so far everything is alright...God willing I may finally get to have the baby I\'ve been trying years to have. Hang in there. Continue trying as long as you can bear it. Dont stress too much about it, let it happen on it\'s own. Try to get away for awhile with the hubby if you can. Take Care. (((Hugs)))
you are still very young to write off having kids and a family. i always say there\'s still a chance until we go into menopause. i know how bad this hurts. trust me i do. take care of yourself. just give yourself time to heal physically and emotionally.
I dont want to say much because now trying to read might be hard for you, just know that I am here and my prayers are being sent up for you and Dave!
I am so very sorry for your loss. I know there isn\'t much I can say to lessen your pain. Just know that I\'m here for you if you need to vent or talk. I am thinking and praying for you and Dave!!
I know you are hurting terribly. I\'m glad your husband is so kind to you.
God is the author of good things. He wouldn\'t do something just to hurt you. That is the devil\'s territory there.
Hang in there.