well my doctors appt went ok today... he said congrats and then kind of asked if we were sure that we were prego, and i said yes...he then explained that poeple lose pregnancies early and to not stress if it happens! he said that many people dont even know when the're pregnant when they get a period a week late that they actually had a miscarriage, so prepare myself...which i thought was knida disappointing, but whatever... i then went and had blood taken at the ospital and go bakc on friday for another blood test.After the appt. we went alone to say goodbye to the little kitty Buddy. it was sooo heartwrenching! he was purring and everything as we said good bye... i had a minute to myslef with him. that's when i told him to go find our baby and never leave his side, and to tell him all of the stories about our fam. My mother in law held him while they injected him, and as he was passing he put his paw on her heart and faded away!!! it was sooo touching to hear that! she is in the middle of a break down and will be staying over at our house for tomorrow night and the next night. She may be moving in with us until she buys a mobile home of her own...her landlord right now is a real bitch. The day tha landlady found out that her cat was dying, she went down and handed her a rent increase!!! what a fucking bitch!!!Anyways, longstory short, today has been a bad day overall, and hopefully tomorrow will look better! Thank you for the lovely pet poem, i will print a copy of it and give it to my mom, and thatnks to all of you for your kind words!!!