right now im getting ready to have a family dinner.... it almost feels like a hastle. we always argue and complain. I've been very upset lately and this doesn't help.Today at work i felt soooo bad.. i was almost to the point where i actually walked out and quit!! i dont know why i got like this today, but it just feels like my world is crashing down!!! maybe its because i know that i was supposed to be on maternity leave right now and that i wouldn't have to worry about this work crap right now! but hopefully i will be pregnant soon and have something to look forward to!for my next pregnancy my doctor is going to be sending us 300 miles out of town for a couple trips to keep an eye on me. In that way i will be keeping busy with making trips and focusing on baby, then i will have no time to stress out about work! And i f everything is going well with our baby, that means i will be able to spend money in nice vintage baby stores that we dont have in our little town, which would be very exciting!! he/she would be the "cool kid on the block" with their new kicks! anyways, im sorry for my depressing self, but im glad i have all of you to support me!!
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Don\'t apologize - I understand! Focus on those happy thoughts like buying stuff in the great baby stores! There are so many... so many cute things out there. Keep your chin up - I hope that things turn around for you real soon!
No worries! You\'re doing fine dear! And yes, do keep those happy thoughts coming! Baby shopping is always exciting. Take care! *huggs*
We all go through those depressing days- my baby\'s due date is in 2 weeks time and i\'m dreading it even though i have this baby to focus on. Thats whats great about this site- we all understand!