i find myself drifting away from healthy wanna be pregnant girl to pissed of eat-whatever-the-fak-i-wanna-eat girl!!! just the other day i found ou that an old friend of mine just had a baby!!! which would normally be great, except that she is heavily into drugs and alcohol!! its soooo not fair that she has a healthy baby to ruin and i dont get a healthy baby to cherish??? im sorry God, but WHAT THE FAK!!! it just doesnt make sense to me...also when i was a t work today a young high school coworker told me that her 14 year old friend just gave birth yesterday!!! and she doesn't want her baby!!! why arent you careful enough to not get pregnant! if this isn;t what you wanted, then you should have protected yourself!!! anyways, enough venting!!! i justcant wait to have a baby of my own!!i wish all of you great pregnancies and happy babies!!!! i love you all!!!!
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Hey there! You are feeling the same anger at the same things I think we all feel angry about. Why does that undeserving person have a healthy baby?!
Keep your head up. Best wishes to you.
Laura
I can totally relate to how you are feeling, I went threw the samething to hear about young girls having babies and women who don\'t want them having them like crazy but what about us who are willing to give a child a loving home. It was so hard for me in the beginning and I had to work at it, it is getting a little better not all OK, I still feel that way at times. If you ever need to talk just send me a message! Hang in there. Here is some ~~~**BABYDUST**~~~ your way.
Sorry that you\'re in a funk hun! :( Sending good thoughts your way! :)
You are so right. Many times I have watched girls drink during pregnancies, abort pregnancies, abuse their bodies during pregnancies, and worst of all, hate the babies when they come. Then there are those of us that plan pregnancies and want to love babies and we lose them. I have cried many times in the past about this.
I wish you the best!!!
It is so hard to hear stories like that. It breaks my heart! I am just happy that there are people like you that will be the best parent any baby could ever want!!!