today was an average day...its my dad's birthday today..i bought him sone gifts and wechatted a little. he can't wait to be a grandpa!! even though i'm only 19, many dads would freak out if they heard their daughter was wanting to get pregnany, but my dad understands and doesn't judge me... thats what i love about him. anyways, i met my mother for coffee yesterday. she and i have gone through tough times(she doesn't approve of my bf and i moved out 3 years ago without any contact) we started talking a bit when i first got pg, an she bought us sooo many baby stuff, which i felt guilty about taking after our son died. well long story short i gave her a little scrapbook i made of my pregnancy just to kind of share those moments with her and to show how much she should be a big part of my next pregnancy. i really hope that we can all sit down as adults and get over things.... i really want us all to be happy and for our future children to see that! i love her and i know she loves me but i guess im just expecting too much right now... amybe we can work towards it right??? is that too much too soon???