lost
'lost' is the only way to describe how I feel. Confused....need support..but tired of being 'needy'.....
I honestly hadn't realised that I do nothing for myself.....I do it for my daughter (which of course is lovely but she's getting older now and I encourage her to have a good time with her friends, something i never had at her age), did it for my ex, my friends, my mother, sister....but I can only do one offs for me...then i run out of steam....I think taking care of me is really hard work.....
I also have begun to realise that im in a cycle of stress and it causes me lots of minor health issues....
arghhhh...just want to be normal
I honestly hadn't realised that I do nothing for myself.....I do it for my daughter (which of course is lovely but she's getting older now and I encourage her to have a good time with her friends, something i never had at her age), did it for my ex, my friends, my mother, sister....but I can only do one offs for me...then i run out of steam....I think taking care of me is really hard work.....
I also have begun to realise that im in a cycle of stress and it causes me lots of minor health issues....
arghhhh...just want to be normal
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well, I wrote my response for the same journal entry -- it must be a double-entry! Two for the price of one! LoL...
Well >>> take a look at the next one over for my comments... I\'m feeling lazy .... ;) ((HUGS))