poem

invisible walls hold me in
keep me safe from a world i dont fit in
broken soul broken heart
make ot hard to mend
trust is not easy
try to keep it all in
sad eyes show the pain
of all past sins
i cant escape from
no matter what it seems i cant win
not even sure i want to get out of bed
most days i think why should i
inside wages a constant wr
the war has no end
im the one geting shot
i wonder if others keep score
im the loser in the end
but i will never die
just want somebody on my side
try to help me find reasons why
a love to help me undrestand
there is no reason why
life is life
until the day i thankfully die