Why

Greetings,Everybody
I hope,all is well with everyone.
Lately I have been feeling really out of place and not... quite myself. Feeling uncomfortable with being in the spot light,feeling like I just want to hide.
There's always a female with children looking at me and almost feels like she judging me for not having children or for not being, a parent. It's almost like ,people expect me to have children and be very jolly but how can I be.
Sometimes I wonder, why my family members did not tell me that they all had fibroids but overcame it and had children.It's just frustrating...if you been through a similar experience why would you keep it a secret and I have to find out from other family members and not from the person that experienced it .