ok...matt just called me. a guy down there got killed. but he wasnt in matts platoon. i wish he wouldnt tell me stuff like that. i get really freaked out about dangerous stuff. they were practicing with fake rounds and somehow a live round got in there and shot and killed a guy! at Basic!!!!!! crazy!!! i still get nervous on the phone with him. idk why or what to do. if it keeps up like this i dont see it working out. but i want it to work out more than anything!!! why do i have to be like this?!?!??!? whats wrong with me?!?!?!?!? im so upset that i cant even think about what i was going to write on here. 
what do i do about this nervous crap?!?!?!? and its not the "butterflies in your stomach" type thing its the bad nervous. i dont get it.............
what do i do about this nervous crap?!?!?!? and its not the "butterflies in your stomach" type thing its the bad nervous. i dont get it.............
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you are so young to be putting your self in this situation , i was a military wife for 30 yrs , i got married at 19 , now my 19 yr old grandson was killed in iraq may 17th 2007, he was only ther e4 weeks and married 4 months , now his wife is devastated, we are all mourning aaron , he was my first grandson , never hurt anyone wanted to go in the army , his best friend trained at ft sil , then went to ft drum ny , now hes in iraq , think about it all , {{Pat
ok... so i know this was posted like forever ago but wtf is that lady doing! (the one above me.) its NORMAL to feel the way you have been. of course you\'re going to worry and be nervous. that lady needs to watch what she says to ppl because SHE of all ppl should know how much our soldiers need us to stand by them, not walk away b/c some old married lady tells them to watch out. i\'m sorry.