i had a set back today. i got really nervous at the allergy doctor this morning. i kept praying over and over, "God calm me down, keep me calm" over and over for like what seemed forever! he came in and joked around with me and i calmed mdown. i knew i was sorrying for nothing but i couldnt control the nervousness. now im kinda nervous b/c i have a game to dance at tonite. i know i get nervous b4 every one of these games and every time i know im worrying for nothing but i cant help it!! my sstomach is kinda in knots. not too bad tho....yet. and i have a sore throat :( but oh well. i got some medicine for it at the doc today. i got two letters from matt today and i was nervous the whole time i was reading them. why does HE make me nervous?!?!?!? im scared that when he comes back that i will go back to being really nervous and then having to take a "break" from him again. idk what to do!?!?!?!? wish me luck with this game tonite! pray 4 me!!!