so i know i have not been on in awhile and for that i am truley sorry. you guys have no idiea how much you all have helped me. since i have joined this site i have gained back 15 pound. from 85 to 100 somedays 102. its amazing to feel like im getting better and i am. i have not thrown anything up since middle of august and the urge to only comes every few weeks. granted i still am worried about getting fat one day which my genetics are not really on the fat side i am getting better. i still cant eat anything "bad" yet or drink soda or anything with alot of sugar or fat even pankaces or certain things but i am slowly getting over it. just starting to drink juice again. i want to say thank you to everyone on this site from the bottom of my heart! :)  --Katieplease continue to help me stay on this path.