so i have not been on for a few days but they were bad and full of binging and purging, but not today! :) i felt so sick today after i ate so i decided i dont want to feel like this everytime i do keep food down so im not binging and purging anymore...i have made a decision i will do anything ihave to to keep from doing it, even if that means never going in the kitchen and having someone else make me something to eat, i dont want to anymore, i feel horrible when i do and it wont do anything but make me gain weight or whatever,