IT is so hard to live life. im 18 years old just graduated, i live on my own and have been suffering from anorexia for about 6 months. it has gotten alot better and im up to 100 pounds from 90; im 5'4 and usually wiehg about 115 the minimum for my height is 110. it has recently been trying to become bulimia. its hard. i have no one to talk to about this that i feel can help and when i try they dont understand and just get mad and yell at me. im afraid that i have ruined my metabolism. although my dad says i have not simply because of my genetics, my mom has had 6 kids and is still a size 5 without excersicing and my dad and brother are way skinny and eat like crap, i ate like crap too being a teenager and i still weighed 115. i just need people to talk to and help me and listen, not tell me im wrong for having something i dont want. i need people to get on and talk to when i feel like having a binge and purge episode so i can be distracted. and reassured that i can overcome this.