I'm back here on DS again, which is a good thing. I haven't even checked my messages in a while. It's not that I don't care, it's just that I have gotten kind of.....I don't know how to describe it........apathetic? Anyway, it's morning here now, and the fact that I'm even awake at this time is a miracle. My body clock is so messed up that I haven't been getting into bed until 5 A.M. or later in the morning and not waking up until 3, or 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Not having to work isn't all it's cracked up to be. I got up this morning because I told a friend that I'd take her to an appointment. While she was in her appointment, I was going to go to McDonalds and get us both an iced coffee. I started feeling so anxious. Add that with the tired , hazy, not awake feeling, and I felt like I was on the verge of a PA. So, I came home instead of going to get Iced coffee. I decided to get her on DS and type out my feelings, before I have to go and pick my friend up. Maybe it will help:-)