It has been a while since I wrote a journal entry. I am not doing good at all. The depression is so bad right now. I have done nothing but sleep. I can't seem to wake up. I had to force myself today to take a shower. I really feel like I don't want to live anymore. I just can't bear the thought of another day. I don't know what to do. If it's not depression, then it's the anxiety and OCD. I feel worthless. I don't like myself. I feel unloveable. If I could just hide. I just want all of this to go away.
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You sound like me sometimes! I know that feeling of worthlessness and not wanting to awake! I too, have to sometimes force myself in the shower when I\'m depressed!! This will pass Kacey!! I know it\'s hard but you have to get up and get dressed everyday! That helps with self esteem. Think of the anxiety and OCD as a challenge. You can beat this!! You\'re stronger than it is!!! I love you and would love to talk to you sometime to get to know you better!! Take care of yourself hun!!