I'm happy to say that the anxiety attack that I had on Thursday passed and I managed to have a good weekend. My neice was able to stay with me on Friday and Saturday night, and we had a really good time. My sister also stayed with me on Saturday night. Now, they have left and I'm alone again. Sometimes I think that having too much time on my hands to just sit and think of only myself makes me feel worse. The walls can seem like they are closing in if I only sit and think of myself. One thing that does make me feel better is to help someone else. I really miss my mom and dad. They both died last year. It was a year in February that my mother had been gone. In September, it will be a year that my father has been gone.