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So I've been messing up. i havent cut but i am destroying my body. I got so high last night that i couldn't see straight. i couldnt see at all. I smoked a couple bowls and snorted a few lines of adderal (SP?) God. i slept for a total of 20 min last night and then storted another addie to make it through the day. why the hell am i doing this to myself. FML.
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Heavenly Father, Stephanie knows she is stumbling. But You are the Great Picker-Upper! Please help her to get on track again. Help her to see light instead of darkness, You instead of the evil one. Thank You that she has not been cutting. This is a good thing! You have Your hands outstretched; please help her to take hold of them. IJNA
You\'ve been doing well, Steph, with not cutting. This circumstance will pass and you can start again. Be encouraged that you are on the right road, and that God is able to help when there seems to be no help available. You are loved and prayed for.....
GBU,
Sylvia