*sighs*

loney. sad. i feel alone
like one of those robot drones
where they walk around in a zombie state
with not one emotional face
but i hurt deep inside
this fact is one i try to hide
cause expressing this, is not me
i just try to hide, to let it be
so i stand tall and i act fine
when really im drowning inside
i have to keep the smile upon my face
for if i dont, ill be a disgrace.
people will not feel i can care
for the daughter he and i share
and then ill be labeled incapable
when really...really i am able.
 
so in the shadows i will hide
where my feelings i will lie
for if they think that i am well
there will only be me in my hell.
and then ill protect her from all the bad
and hopefully she wont know that mommys sad.