why
i started a journal and had almost a page done.. and lost the whole thing! errrg that pisses me off. i dont even know what i was saying in it, i was just ranting about a bunch of things, and now i dont even know what to say, where to re start.
im hurting, im tired of this whip lash, tired of one minute being ok and the next minute in a depression. why do i have to be bipolar? what did i do to deserve it? why cant i just be normal?
im not going to bother rewriting everything i had said cause i dotn remember half of it :(
im hurting, im tired of this whip lash, tired of one minute being ok and the next minute in a depression. why do i have to be bipolar? what did i do to deserve it? why cant i just be normal?
im not going to bother rewriting everything i had said cause i dotn remember half of it :(
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that is irritating as piss to have that happen!!! u just wanna punch something. i am sorry u r having a tough time :(
i know it pisses you off doesnt it, i was ranting and raving and i had sooooo much written adn then all of a sudden i lost it all! dam backspace button. its ok, im hanging in there, meet a new counsellor tomorrow so should be all good. and i have an apointment to get evaluated on march 5th to see about getting a pdoc
I have a 15,000 page paper journal. Much of it could have benefited from the single key erasure. Venting and sorting are the main values in my journal. I get to keep that part, whatever happens to the words.
But, that is me. Sorry for your frustration.
its ok and wow 15. 000 pages?