Since my last journal was kind of... morbid... I thought I would update it because I don't feel that way anymore.  I just didn't want to have that as my courant journal.  I am feeling a lot better now and working on being stronger and beating whatever demons that I have.  It's hard, but I will try.  In case I didn't message you all to thank you for your comments (I always do when you comment on my journal) I want to thank you for taking the time to write back to me.  I do read all the comments I get, no matter what they are about. Hope you all are doing okay.