It's Been A While..
I looked back at this site, and i last wrote in it like, a year ago. The funny thing is that one of my journal entries said I was excited to see where my life would be in a year. 'Tis the season for reflection.
Things aren't much different. I'm still at the same job, living in the same house, surrounded my the same people. The monotony of my life has become quite the comfort zone. I know what is expected of me each day. I find solace in routine, so I'm thankful for that.
I'm not with the same girl though. I'm actually single. For the first time since I could remember I am genuinely single. It's something I've had to get used to, but I've come to prefer it. Sleeping alone used to be a task, but now I can barely sleep if anyone is next to me. (I've tried the one-night stand thing. Less satisfying than the movies make it sound.) I hate to say it, and seeing it in writing is difficult, but I've become bitter. At such a young age, I've lived with, cheated on, been cheated on, and owned a puppy with girls. After all the pieces of me dolled out to "The One"'s, I'm still alone. So that's how I shall remain, for now. ;)
This was also my first year of college. Super uneventful, and not as cool as Asher Roth made it out to be. Maybe it's because I'm not living the normal college life of financial struggle and binge drinking. Whatever it is, I completed it, just as I would any other task set before me.
I spend my days reading, working, and watching a few hours of Netflix to keep my sanity. I'm actually happy! And can say I'm independent.
Although it's been a while, I'm going to make it a New Year's resolution to write on here more. It's fantastic (and free) therapy. I'm young! And I have a lot of experiences under my belt. The least I can do is offer some advice.
Until next time. :)
Things aren't much different. I'm still at the same job, living in the same house, surrounded my the same people. The monotony of my life has become quite the comfort zone. I know what is expected of me each day. I find solace in routine, so I'm thankful for that.
I'm not with the same girl though. I'm actually single. For the first time since I could remember I am genuinely single. It's something I've had to get used to, but I've come to prefer it. Sleeping alone used to be a task, but now I can barely sleep if anyone is next to me. (I've tried the one-night stand thing. Less satisfying than the movies make it sound.) I hate to say it, and seeing it in writing is difficult, but I've become bitter. At such a young age, I've lived with, cheated on, been cheated on, and owned a puppy with girls. After all the pieces of me dolled out to "The One"'s, I'm still alone. So that's how I shall remain, for now. ;)
This was also my first year of college. Super uneventful, and not as cool as Asher Roth made it out to be. Maybe it's because I'm not living the normal college life of financial struggle and binge drinking. Whatever it is, I completed it, just as I would any other task set before me.
I spend my days reading, working, and watching a few hours of Netflix to keep my sanity. I'm actually happy! And can say I'm independent.
Although it's been a while, I'm going to make it a New Year's resolution to write on here more. It's fantastic (and free) therapy. I'm young! And I have a lot of experiences under my belt. The least I can do is offer some advice.
Until next time. :)
Replies