So the weight thing is actually going ok. I actually believe that I have started to lose some weight. With my job this summer I haven't had much time to lounge around the house and eat. I also have some amazing supportive friends who have been working out with me and listening to me when I need to cry or just talk. For me weight loss has been a huge issue, I think I have been hiding around it so that I don't have to talk about my real problems with drugs and self-injury. This weight loss goal is really making me think about it, and making me realize that I have to get on the wagon here and start making myself feel better about myself.