I just want everyone to know that I am doing ok. It has been over 3 months since I have cut myself, I still think about it, but I haven't acted on those thoughts. The only reason I'm having so much trouble right now is becuase I am Bipolar and right now I just feel depressed, but I am getting so much better now that I have been diagnosed. Also, the person, girl, who I think I may be in love with, and who is also my best friend, is seeing this guy who I don't think deserves her at all. He is just...not right for her. I know it's a lot to ask but why can't I have her? That is probablly what is hurting me the most right now. But that is just a wound of the heart and eventually it will heal itself. Everyone in this community has always supported me and I know it's been months since I was on here and I just wanted to make it clear that I was ok. Thank you everyone. Hugs are always appriciated.