Well Im back from VA, and gonna start all my meds today, mommy's day, cause Im off sunday and monday so if I get sick , I will have 2 days to do it (pessimist huh?) I dont know how Im gonna work this medicine schedule cause I cant take any of them together and there has to be so much time between each and it is different for some of the meds. the one med comes in powder form and has to mixed with food or drink....gonna be fun to transport to work. I guess I shouldnt be complaining , Im lucky to be getting treatment, some arent as lucky. Its just really hard to know Im gonna make myself sick , before I get better, and I may not get better at all but only slow the progression and how do you measure that anyway?