ok, deep breath, due to go back to work next shift and I really dont know if I can do it. soooooo my boss is letting me ride as an observer today just to get the dust off, see if, as my son says I "curl up in the fetal position and play with lint or jump in and take over" he also said at this point I should be able to start an IV in the dark, with a blindfold on, behind my back, upsidedown. I think thats the nice way of saying mom, damn your old! but Ill take it as a compliment anyway I'll let y'all know how it goes!

                                    Lorr