I go to the doc tommorrow, find out when I get to go back to work. Am I ready? not really and yes at the same time. There is a student in roatation right now so if my boss lets me have him (which he will, just to get me back) I wont really have to do any work, just be there, and it will give me a purpose again and I think it will be very good for me) My bank account could really use some work right now, I know that much is true! we'll see. I dont think the doc is gonna let me go back anyway, so the thought is just a waste of energy. I do feel a bit better than I did, yeah! but I honestly dont think Im ready to tackle work yet, but Ill try. what the heck. my last surgery Iwent back 10 days after it and did fine. I can be a tough cookie, I just dont feel so tough right now, maybe I just need a good kick in the arse!

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Sometimes just going back to work makes us feel better--stronger and more energetic. On the other hand, it can be too much. Guess you\'ll have to see what the doctor says and if says back to work, then you\'ll find out if is to be or not. If this sounds \'wishy washy\' it\'s because that\'s exactly how I feel about work right now myself. I\'m working, but a lot of the time I wish I wasn\'t. I wish you the best!
Michelle
YOU TAKE IT EASY, DON\'T OVER DO, IT IS SO NOT WORST IT. GOOD LUCK