YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU GUYS ROCK!!!
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THE SUPPORT THAT I HAVE FOUND HERE!
I HAVE HAD A DECENT DAY TODAY, UP UNTILL I RAN INTO A CO-WORKER OF MINE WHO
HOPES I DONT HAVE MS! I WAS ON THE COMPUTER LOOKING AT THE DIFFERENTIAL DXS
AND 60% ARE EVENTUALLY FATAL, 10% ARE ACUTELY FATAL, 10% ARE PEDIATRIC,
10% ARE ....WELLL....BULLSHIT GRIN....AND THE OTHER 10% MY SYMPTOMS DONT FIT
SO I AM SORRY, I DIDNT JUST FALL OFF THE TURNIP WAGON, I HAVE BEEN DOING RESEARCH
AND TALKING TO PEOPLE WITH MS AND SORRY, I AM PRETTY SURE THAT IS ME!
I WAS PRETTY SURE IT WAS GOING TO BE MY DX WHEN I SAW THE SYMPTOMS FOR THE FIRST
TIME. NOW I HAVE HAD 2 MONTHS TO TALK TO ALL OF YOU AND READ AND RESEARCH
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND
SHE IS INTELLIGENT AND SHE CARES ABOUT ME, WHY DID SHE BELITTLE ME LIKE THAT?
IM NOT STUPID
SO WHAT DID I DO? I GET IN TOUCH WITH 2 OF MY FRIENDS FROM DS
(SUZ AND RACH..... YOUR SO PRETTY! HEHE)
AND THEY LET ME RANT AND RAVE AND VENT AND I FEEL BETTER
THEN I COME IN TO LOOK AT MY DS PAGE AND I HAVE MESSAGES AND HUGS AND A FRIEND
REQUEST (HE HE KIMBERLY)
AND THEN I LOOK AT YESTERDAYS JOURNAL THAT I WROTE AND I DIDNT THINK THE
COMMENTS WERE GONNA END! HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, TAKE CARE, BE CAREFUL, GET SOME
REST, TAKE IT EASY, IM SORRY YOUR LP DIDNT GO WELL, ETC..........
NOT ONE SINGLE "I HOPE YOU DONT HAVE MS" IN THE BUNCH! JUST SUPPORT
JUST GOOD WISHES AND KIND WORDS
I DONT KNOW HOW I CAN EVER REPAY YOU ALL FOR YOUR KINDNESS..
I AM AFRAID RIGHT NOW
LOOKING AT THE DIFFERENTIAL DXS, AND HOPING I DO HAVE MS BECAUSE
SOME OF THE OTHERS ARE REALLY SCARY.
REGARDLESS, I WANT TO BE HERE WITH YOU GUYS
SO IF IT COMES BACK SOMETHING ELSE, WELL THEN I GUESS I WILL BE THE ONLY NON-MSER
HERE...CAUSE YA'LL ARE STUCK WITH ME!
PLEASE KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I DONT ANSWER ALL HUGS AND MESSAGES AND SUCH
ITS BECAUSE I STINK AT THAT!....LMBO
BUT YOU ALL WILL NEVER EVER EVER KNOW HOW IMPORTANT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU
ARE TO ME....
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((GROUP HUG))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
LORR
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you are a DS person, so we are here for you.
AAAAWWWW, LOVE YOU TOO BAYBEE. {{{{{HUGS RIGHT BACK AT YA}}}}}. HOPE TOMORROW IS A GREAT DAY FOR YA. LOTS OF LOVE, TAMMY
I know what you mean about hoping it is MS and not something more terrible. I was so afraid that I might have ALS that the MS diagnosis was almost a relief.
I\'m so glad that you will stay in this community regardless of your dx!
Michelle
Always here for you sweets! Glad you feel the same. Hope you get the answers you want. Huggs!
ps: salt- makes up the spinal fluids
soda - makes the belly feel better
coffee - got rid of headaches for me
It\'s a pleasure my dear woman - the least one can do is a bit of support: (even if it takes forever to get through!) Yeah! Still all wobbly. Take care - big hug, JaneD.
(((( GIANT SIZED HUGS)))) to you today and always! SMILES SMILES SMILES too!
We like being stuck with you! And you should always listen to your body. You know your body better than any doctor does! I know it\'s got to be really hard while you wait for some doctor to get their head out of their butt and give you a diagnosis, but we are here for you to laugh or cry with while you are waiting.