Im home from work now. got first Lyrica script...thank God for insurance...$146.69 (before ins.) for a month...pharmacist says "just have them put you on neurontin instead, it's cheaper"  was like HELL NO! like my lyrica, Ill just watch my money closer. read that helps with smoking cessation too? if Icanccut back on smoking then lyrica will be easier to pay for and good for me also bought an arm brace at the drug store...was on clearance....I took that as a sign...half off ,  was only $10. it feels goooooood on! so we will see. I think Im gonna do a video journal today, and maybe 1 every month. Im worried about my speech...I think I sound like a bumbling idiot sometimes. thats just not what you want in a Paramedic when you call for help....sigh...(dang talking to Heather too much, pickin up her habits...grin...) talked to her for 3 hours and 20 minutes last night....that was so much fun...wish we all could do that...without typing..hands wanna fall off. I am worried still about working but will just deal with it one day at a time.