okay, now Im depressed and starting to get scared. I took my MRI films to the hospital and when I pulled in there were 4 ambulances...not good. walked in, wall to wall patients, dr's and nurses running around...sigh... not gonna get any help here. was hopin' someone had the time to look at my films. In addition, Im not too crazy about the 2 doctors on duty. so I check the board and a doctor I like is coming in at 10 pm.....thats like 3 years from now. what do I want them to tell me? "nope your ok, go home and stop having symptoms...that'll be $500." or "You're screwed babe, its MS." well that made me laugh any way
feel really alone, and just want to curl up and cry. but Im at work...so suck it up girlfriend.....
feel really alone, and just want to curl up and cry. but Im at work...so suck it up girlfriend.....
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you dont always have to suck it up .. as long as in the end you spend more time being positve ((hugs)) You\'re not alone..people are here inside this little box :)
The wait is the hardest part. You want to know - you don\'t want to know. I know your pain all too well. Huggs!
This must be most stressful thing -I\'d have a good cryIf I were you my dear. I think I\'m dying, so will write in Jl & then try to sleep Best regards JaneD.