So far so good!

So I'm down to taking just 1/2 a pill at night!!  Still pain free except for my bottom lip feeling hot on and off through out the day!?  On the 22nd I have an appointment with my neurologist and I'll have to try to remember to ask about my bottom lip feeling hot.  I'm so happy I'm pain free but I feel like if I let my self truly be HAPPY and positive about being pain free that horrible pain will come back!! So I'm usually kinda negative about it (example: Yes I'm pain free but I bet it will come back in a year).  Is that crazy?